What I learned in 2020

It’s been a while since I’ve written something and I have come with new wisdom. 2020 has been a rollercoaster for all of us. I would like to share what I learned as a 16-year-old. On my birthday I was absolutely terrified of being 16. I was literally balling my eyes out. I was not looking forward to it. I felt like I grew up and this was it, and I was so afraid of the potential of making mistakes just because I had turned 16. Now looking back it seems so silly. Because the thing is whether we like it or not, the tiniest of actions will influence the course of the rest of our life and you cannot control it. So many factors play a role in where you are today: a delayed bus, an extra cup of coffee, the number of minutes you took to brush your teeth. This is chaos theory. Mathematics. Every choice you have made has led you to the most wonderful moments in your life but also the worst moments in your life. Butterflies will keep flapping their wings and causing hurricanes. While you exist, every moment and movement matters. Even if you are standing still. So all you can do is do your best and hope that things turn out well.

I also started feeling like the things that an average teenager enjoyed and their priorities were immature and cringe which to a certain extent is true but I realized that we have our whole lives to be mature and not do cringe things. And the time we have right now is so priceless. I really took advantage of my time last year. I realized that in a few years I’ll be off to college and I’ll be an adult. Even though I may not act anywhere near to an adult but that title is scary. I started to hold on to things a little longer, hugged a little tighter, smiled a little bigger, laughed a little louder, talked a little longer, forgave a little quicker, and held on to hands a little firmer not wanting to let go. You are only a teenager for around 6,570 days and most of that time is spent in school and homework and procrastination. If we put together all the time we spend in school it will add up to years. We also spend time sleeping and showering and eating and in the end, we end up with only 2,555 days to be a teenager. So do what you want to do. I’m not telling you to abandon everything else but just always keep in the back of your mind how short it’s going to be. But just because I said this does not mean that you’ll never have fun ever again or it won’t be your “peak”. For some people, the time as a teenager is the worst time in their lives. I feel like any age can be your “peak”. It all depends on your mindset and what you want and whether you are willing to work for it. Every chapter in life has something to offer and appreciate. Yes, there may be factors that you cannot control but all you can do is make the most out of it and believe that things happen for a reason.

Even the darkest days lead to something beautiful or so I’ve heard. I read this analogy for life in a book. It said that life is like a video game and it gets harder and harder but it’s okay because you get stronger and more skilled. So if you feel like you are failing it’s probably because you are leveling up.

I also learned to only hope and never expect. When you expect you are already assuming that things will play out a certain way and when it does not happen you are hurt. So it’s best to hope for the best but not expect the best.

A quote I saw last year, said: “I may have lost the battle but I won the war”. This reminds me to think of the bigger picture. Why are you doing the things that you do? Ask yourself whether what you are doing now helps what you want to do 10 years from now. It doesn’t necessarily have to be a solid tangible thing. Sometimes it may be a feeling. It may be I want to be happy and content or I want to travel, I want to get into this school, I want this certain job or I want to work on this new idea. It can be anything. This quote also reminds me of how in the grand scheme of things the small mistakes or “battles” will not make or break your life, it is the big wins or the big losses that make an impact. So if you make the big decisions right then these small ones will eventually fade away.

This is where it gets tricky. On one side you want to live in the moment and experience and enjoy life and on the other side, you want to plan ahead and do things for the future. What is the solution to this? I don’t know yet. I wish I did but I’m not that wise. But I think it’s a balance each of us has to find and there may be slip-ups but as long as you come back it’s going to be fine.

Is Coffee Good For You? ☕️

For the longest time, I thought that coffee was something that we should be avoiding and it’s really bad for you we should not be taking it. But I was wrong, the other day I accidentally stumbled across a video on coffee and it piqued my curiosity so I watched it and I was intrigued by what the person said about it so I decided to learn more about coffee, specifically about the caffeine in it which I believed was so bad for you. Turns out it is not that bad for you and may even have benefits.

So what does coffee actually do, well as you might know coffee contains caffeine which is the worlds most widely consumed psychoactive drug, blocks one of the neuron transmitters in the brain called adenosine. Adenosine is an inhibitory neuron transmitter and its foremost action is to hose down brain activity. So when coffee blocks adenosine it increases overall neural firing in the brain that increases the activity of other neurotransmitters like dopamine which ultimately stimulates changes in our energy, mood and attention.

Positive impacts of Coffee

  • Enhances memory performance
  • Improves memory and recall
  • Improves mood
  • Enhances physical performance
  • Improves recovery from exercise
  • Contains more antioxidants than green tea and cocoa.
  • Coffee drinkers may have a reduced risk of cardiovascular diseases(including heart attack, heart failure, and stroke), type 2 diabetes, Parkinson’s disease, uterine and liver cancer, etc

Negative impacts of coffee

  • Can cause insomnia
  • Can cause restlessness
  • Can cause anxiety
  • Can cause jitteriness
  • Bad quality coffee can be toxic
  • Too much coffee raises stress levels
  • Coffee can seriously dehydrate you so for every cup of coffee you should be drinking two cups of water.
  • Can suffer from caffeine withdrawal
  • Pregnant women should not be having high amounts of caffeine.


So is coffee good or bad for you? There are many more positive and negative impacts of drinking coffee. The ones mentioned above are only a few. All the negative effects of drinking coffee are caused when consumed in high amounts or when the person becomes addicted to it and feels like they cannot go through the day without coffee. At the end of the day, we should remember that caffeine is a drug and we can get addicted to it. But there are many benefits to drinking coffee. So the best strategy would be to not take it regularly or take a week off from coffee every three weeks if you are a daily drinker. This builds your tolerance to caffeine.

My thoughts

In my opinion, I feel like people who do drink coffee can change to decaf coffee. Decaf coffee tastes exactly like normal coffee or at least very similar to the normal coffee and it has no caffeine. Even though it is labeled as “decaf” when people drink the coffee since it tastes exactly like normal coffee they might believe that it doesn’t really make much of a difference, and thanks to the placebo effect they will experience the same benefits they had while they drank normal coffee. In fact, there are people who drink decaf coffee unknowingly and believe that whatever outcome they were looking for from that coffee occurred because they drank “caffeinated” coffee. This is just my opinion.


Yes, you read it. Don’t be content. I did not get the title wrong. The idea of being content is something that gets stuck to us from our society since childhood. I think that the idea of being content developed because we didn’t want people to be greedy. But there is a difference between pursuing your desires apart from our needs versus being greedy. Keep wanting more, never be content but…… you should be GRATEFUL. That is what most people miss.

The following passage comes from the Gospel of Mathew in the Holy Scripture, and it has been mystified, confused and misunderstood by many people and over the centuries.

“Whoever has will be given more, and he will have an abundance. Whoever does not have, even what he has will be taken from him”

You have to admit that when you read the passage it appears unjust, as it seems to be saying that the rich will get richer and the poor will get poorer. But there is a mystery to uncover, the answer has eluded so many for centuries is one hidden word: gratitude.

“Whoever has gratitude will be given more and he or she will have an abundance. Whoever does not have gratitude, even what he or she has will be taken away from him or her.”

By the revelation of one hidden word, a cryptic text is made crystal clear. If you don’t take the time to be grateful you’ll never have more, and what you do have will lose. It doesn’t matter what religion you follow, or whether you’re religious or not. These words apply to your life.

When you’re content you are like stagnant water. You just lay there and receive everything that is been thrown at you. Life is about living and not just existing. But like everything, this too is a double-edged sword. You should also not be greedy. But when you’re grateful you automatically won’t be greedy. There’s plenty and more for all our needs and desires but not for our greed. Forget what society tells you about being content, instead, work hard for the things that you want and grateful. Also, don’t feel guilty for wanting things because then you don’t really manifest those things and it hurts you. It’s human nature to never be content but you should be grateful. That is what separates us from being just another species. Finding the right balance between all of this is the biggest lesson in our lives and the earlier you find it, the earlier you’ll succeed in your definition of success

How to Not Forget Things (Conquer the Forgetting Curve)

I’m pretty sure that all of us at some point in our life has wondered how or why we forget things quickly. The information that you learned today very well, the next day you remember only bits and pieces. Sound familiar?. Most people think that this is their fault but actually it’s not at all your fault. If you forget things the next day after you learned you’re completely fine, this happens because of the way our brain has been designed. But there are exceptions.

Our human brain forgets things because of something called The Forgetting Curve. It is also called The Ebbinghaus Forgetting Curve. The theory is that humans start losing the memory of learned knowledge over time, in a matter of days or weeks, unless the learned knowledge is consciously reviewed over again. The forgetting curve is exponential because memory loss is rapid within the first few days of learning. But the rate of memory loss decreases and the rate of much forgetting are much slower from then on.



Suppose you study a topic “A” today and you review it tomorrow you have interrupted the forgetting curve. Now you will forget only 25% the following day and if you review it three days later you go back to 100% and now it’s going to take you even longer to forget it. The idea is that the more times we do this the more spaced out our repetition becomes the more likely we are to encode this information into a long term memory. Now you’ll never forget the topic “A” because we have repeated it so many times that the forgetting curve does not apply to it anymore.

The idea behind spaced repetition is that you allow your brain to forget some of the information such that when you revise it again it’s not mindless repetition it’s actually taking you some brainpower to retrieve the information. It is a scientific fact that the harder your brain works to retrieve something from it the stronger that information gets encoded in your brain. So the more brainpower it takes, the more you’ve forgotten and harder your brain has to work, therefore more strongly the information gets encoded in your brain. Studying by this method is much more efficient than any other method. You’ll save much more time and energy by this method. Even medical students use this study technique.

This is such a valuable piece of information that everyone at every age will benefit from. You can use this technique to learn any sort of information. If you got to know this at a young age then your extremely lucky because you can save so much time and learn things with much greater understanding and efficiently which will greatly affect you in a positive way in the long run. If you’re not young it’s still fine, learning is a never-ending process. Even if you have got a job, to grow in it you have to learn more, you can use this technique from now and I promise you will never go back to studying the same way as before.